Still here bitches

I will never give up!

I am such an idiot.  And the funny thing is that actually I’m quite intelligent (I mean, just ask me about it lol)…but for letting this weight problem rule my life, I am a major idiot.

Lisa and I were talking about that HUNGER for food and how pathetic it is that something delicious can seem to rule our life.  Like really I want a donut more than I want to be healthy for Sammi?!!!!  That is appalling!  Almost as bad as me nearly poisoning her and letting her drop a 10 pound weight on her foot all in the same day (don’t ask, its been a shitty week).

I mean seriously!

I think lately I was so mad at myself for not doing better before I get preggers (not yet, calm down peeps but its coming up soon with any luck) that I think I just gave up and used it as an excuse.

But it is NEVER too late.  You have to get over the past and just live in the now.

True I had quite a few donuts and several treats lately but no mas lady. 

I also played soccer and have been to the gym a lot lately (bought a pass woot).

So here we go!