365 Days of Hell – Days 5-9

Recap:

My name is Holly Holt. I am a foodaholic (no applause please). I have been rejected thrice for the Biggest Loser and wasn’t chosen for Extreme Makeover: Weightloss Edition, despite my own “dramatic”life story and uber charismatic sassiness (I know, unbelievable!). But I’ve decided once and for all that it’s time for me to take matters into my own hands. I have tried a million program, diets, etc, but this time I’m determined to get rid of the fat suit once and for all through blood, sweat, and tears (preferably more sweat, less actual blood). My starting weight: 428 pounds. On July 12^th I started Weight Watchers. On July 16, 365 Days of Hell Began. 365 Days of exercising every day at least one hour, even though I’m a mother and wife, work full time, and go to school full time. No excuses!

Days 5-9

Okay what the hell!  I’m so mad at myself.  How could I have had such an awesome first week and then stop.  See this is my problem.  MOST humans do so good for weeks until they actually slip a little.  UGH!!!!  I kick myself hard and then I kick me again.

Accountability

Well today it’s time to pay the piper.  As they say on that horrible show that rejected me (which I totally watch lol)….the SCALE doesn’t lie (although don’t you think it does at times?)

Reflection

Ok, so at least you can learn from your mistakes, right?  So what went wrong?  I didn’t track as much – did it sort of half-assed.  Then that made me start doing everything that way.  So just follow the rules and all will be okay.