Down in the Dumps.....

Do you ever look in the mirror sometimes and wonder what is going on inside that fat head!

I caved and I’m really mad at myself.  The last two days have been cheat meals and Diet Coke.  Enough is enough!

Can’t I ever figure it out????  Why does it have to be such a constant daily battle?  Like can’t I do anything right!

But I guess all I can do now is get back on the right path, but some century I need to figure this shit out BEFORE so I can prevent it.

It’s like I let ANY excuse get to me.  A lot of crap happened at work this week – a lot of people were let go and everything is being reorganized.  Then it was also my period and I’ve been worried about Laurie (her hysterectomy was today)…but hell it’s always going to be something!

I MUST CONQUER THIS.  I don’t have the formula quite down right, but I will figure it out!