This journey requires a lot of self-analysis and reflection in order to achieve
ultimate success. It’s never easy.
I notice whenever I have a cheat meal,
it’s INCREDIBLY hard to get back to the main meal plan. Part of that may be carb addiction, but part
of it is my ultra-lame habit of saying I’ll start a diet on Monday which would
result in major pig-fests.
So to correct this, perhaps I just need
to work on having a cheat and enjoying it and then going back to meal plans
automatically – it will become a habit ultimately.
Workin’ It
My arms workout with Lyndsey yesterday
was incredible. Those masochists can
really introduce you to a new meaning of the word P-A-I-N than you have every
experienced, and you PAY them for it (must be crazy). I was proud of myself as I did more than she
expected and did 30 minutes cardio after so kuDOS.
Nobody Better Lay a Finger on My
Attitude!
I had sort of an epiphany (though I’m not sure how to
spell it). I just realized in my workout
that I’m looking at things so wrong, focusing on how HARD everything is. And I know I
will continue to moan and complain, but I hope I can look at the light of this
long, stinky tunnel and realize the Beast will be gone. I can become the woman I want to be. Time will go by anyway, whether I stick with
this or not. I can continue to be miserable and let this affect me so horribly, or I can be healthy and happy. (that is easy to say, but harder to
really act on).
Biggest Loser
My work is doing a contest to see who
can lose the most weight in a few weeks.
Let me just tell you now. I AM GOING TO BE
THE BIGGEST DAMN LOSER!!!!
I’m saving the best for last! My world is my wonderful husband and my baby Sammi.
This is what makes the pain all worth it. Watch this adorable video of her and her “La
La” which she will dance to for hours!


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