I am on
such a high right now peeps! I shared
with you earlier how I tried out for a reality show – ‘Weight for Love’. I don’t know what will happen and out of
respect for the show I won’t share any details about the casting process and so
forth.
I can’t
stop thinking about how amazing it would be to be on a show like that! I know people rag on reality shows and then I’ve
heard about weight loss reality shows how people feel like them fatties are so
exploited for the producers to make a buck.
I couldn’t disagree with that more.
Of course the show has to make money, but I think weight loss reality
shows really help changes people’s lives!
It gives them a second chance.
It would
be so incredible to be part of something like that. I have no desire to be famous or anything,
but I would LOVE the help! I feel like I
would work so hard, especially since people are watching! I also think the premises is so fresh and
cool. No, I don’t relish the idea of
being away from Adam for 6 months, but what an amazing motivator that would
be! (and honestly he has heard me
complaining when I’m dieting-maybe it would be a nice break for him to not have
to hear me complain about being tired and being sick of eating healthy lmao).
The other
thing is that I would LOVE to be an example to others. I have felt very motivated and inspired by
others on shows before. I would love to
show other fatties that they can do it.
Here I am pushing 500 pounds. I
know there are others like me who feel they are SO morbidly obese (my favorite
term lol). I guess my dream is to get healthy
and then devote my life to helping others get healthy. I don’t know if that means I would be a
trainer, or what I would do, but I know I want to help others, once I figure
things out.
So now I
can’t stop thinking about it! If I’m not
on this show, I will definitely at least watch it, because I’m SO behind the
concept.
How
amazing it would be to do this with Adam – he is the love of my life. We have a great marriage, but the weight does
make things challenging in so many ways.
I’ve already talked about the difficulties with intimacy (TMI!). But also, neither of us wants to just sit around
eating burgers watching tv every night.
We want to LIVE! We have an
amazing relationship and a BEAUTIFUL daughter!
We want her to have a full life with us – experiencing all life has to
offer – hiking, biking….seeing other countries and experiencing EVERYTHING with
no limitations. I love sports and want
soccer to be part of my life. I WANT TO
BE A SOCCER MOM!
I am
outgoing and love to have fun. I’m
miserable in this fat suit and I don’t want it anymore!
I’m ready
for a new chapter in my life! I’m too
sexy and happy for this fat suit. Time
to let it go!
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