Staying Afloat

(mmm root beer float sounds nummy)

I’m Nervous!

Weigh-in tomorrow…

These past few days have been so frustrating.  I kept waking up each day feeling 10 times worse than the previous day.  But it was so strange because prior to this, I don’t remember being quite so miserable when I was sick.  What the hell?

Then Monday I had an appointment with the sleep doctor (had 3 appointments that day sheesh)and was annoyed that they can’t help with my sickness too (guess they can’t do everything lol)….but it was a very good visit because we may have my asthma meds all straightened out.  She explained how my tonsils are making everything so much worse and how she and Dr. Chowdery are going to talk to the ENT and get him to reconsider me getting them yanked.  He says ‘She’s too fat for the chimney(surgery)’, but they say it needs to be done because I am getting way to sick and it is interfering with my sleep.  She was really nice to me saying I must feel like I’m in a catch 22 because I need to lose weight to get the tonsils removed but how can you lose weight if you aren’t getting enough sleep?  Anyway it was just cool to hear her empathize with me so much.

And she is way impressed with my progress so far with the trainer. 

SICKY:

Normally me getting sick would be another excuse.  I always felt like as soon as I’d try a weight-loss program seriously I’d get hurt or seriously sick and it would mess me up.

So I’ve been so firm in my eating since I haven’t felt up to working out yet.  And it hasn’t been easy when I haven’t wanted to do much prep as I’ve been so exhausted.

I’m proud of me for sticking too it!  This is HUGE for me (huge like my ass lol)