Taming of the Beast

The Beast

So seriously I didn’t think it would be a fight at every corner – every single meal (seriously practically every second).  Like I’m so obsessed with foods that I don’t want to be eating.  I'm the damn beast!

                                                             

I constantly have to talk myself out of cheating at every turn.  Seriously how lame is that?  Like am I really that weak-well YES I AM folks (that’s pretty obvious when I see this body in the mirror lol).  And it pisses me off.  Here are SOME of the thoughts running through my head constantly:

·         I could stop at Maverick on the way to pick up Sammi and get a drink and one of those peanut butter bars, breadsticks, maybe some donut holes (then I will argue that I will just get one treat until I ban myself from the store entirely)

·         (at grocery store) I could buy some cookies or donuts and eat them on the way home…

·         I want some bread!!!!!!  (all during the day)

Maybe it is not every going to get easier.  But that won’t stop me from trying!

The Sunny Side

·         I’m losing weight!

·         I’m feeling better about myself

·         Sammi is eating healthier and actually chooses healthy food over (how cool is that)

So I just need to remember why I’m doing this!!!!