I choose life, not cupcakes

Riding the Coaster!

Tuesday Morning:

I just worked out with Lisa and I am on such a high.  It was an awesome 40 minute workout and I’m feeling so sore, but damn proud of that!  I feel more energy today and I’m just happy to be alive.

                                                                   

I’m so very proud of myself!  I seriously rule.  My trainers are awesome and I’m very very happy.  It’s not easy, but I can do it.  J

Tuesday Afternoon/Evening:

Ugh!  I so want to quit right now because I just want chocolate!  I want more carbs and I just want to eat whatever the hell I want, whenever I want it!

                                                             

I am being such an ugly beast right now.  It’s just so hard giving up everything you love and no soda today.  I just feel like it’s too much and I’m so weak.  Can I really do this long-term because I know it has to be a life change!

I guess I’m just really feeling the pressure – like I HAVE to do this if I want another baby.  I have to do this to improve quality of life.  So maybe I’m just so damn stubborn and don’t like to be told what to do, even from myself lol.

Assessment:

(Wednesday)

How shockingly funny that you can feel so high and so low in the same day – with food I swear I’m bi-polar lol.

It’s not easy, but it is worth it!

                                                

Deep breaths!  I do actually WANT this and am CHOOSING this because I choose life – not cupcakes lol!