Dizziness and giddiness

Tonight I got some metal scraped into my ear pretty deep accidentally by Sammi with a broken instrument.  It didn’t bleed or anything, but I feel really odd – dizzy like or something.  I feel pretty out of it to be true lol.

Then I just got the most painful Charlie horse I have ever had in my leg.  Oh mercy it hurt SO bad.  I must’ve looked a pitiful thing dancing around yelling about and feeling dizzy at the same time.

Stupid pain!  I’m grateful the heel pain has subsided for some time.  My goodness the back and neck and shoulder pain is something awful. 

Damn it’s a bitch to be such a fat ass.  I don’t hate myself for it, but I don’t pity myself either.  The pain is a side effect of being “morbidly obese” (isn’t that a pretty term?!!!) so I have no one to blame but myself.  I know that, but it sure doesn’t make the pain feel any better!

This is why I’m so excited about a new product I started just today – oh laws I could write a book about all the health programs, pills, shakes, drinks, supplements, vitamins and so forth I’ve tried.

But Kyani has helped a lot of people.  It aint cheap, but I’m willing to try anything that will help.  The phentermine is still working really well for me when nothing seemed to help with my cravings so I’m way happy about that.  The Kyani should help with pain and may even help with my asthma, sleep apnea, and blood pressure.

But you know, it will all get better – the time is gonna pass anyway, may as well get better every day.  You have to enjoy the wonderful things in life.  Like my Sammi and my husband.  And just to be alive is a blessing.  I need to remember that!  I have a LOT going for me.  How cool that this is something I have the power to overcome.