I'm too sexy for my M-A-S-K....

 Isn’t she lovely?  Oh how I LOATHE this mask.  I may still have sleep apnea when I lose weight, but I really PRAY I don’t!  Lord I hate that Darth Vader monstrosity (and it’s kind of a mood killah…if ya know what I mean)  Add it to my list of shit I won’t miss, along with the extra belly!

Oh, but I’m still on a high from today’s weigh-in!  I was actually almost dreading it.  Sammi had snuck into our bed this morning and was snuggling me.  Oh how I love my little princess!  I told her it was time to get up, and she begged me to cuddle her for five more minutes, and she did not have to ask me twice!  I thought, well at least there was some joy this morning, even if I gain this week (been there done that a time or two or a thousand).  So seeing another five pounds gone was a very triumphant moment!

Oh I just can’t wait for it all to be gone!  God grant me patience, right?  Admittedly I am the most impatient person in all the land.  Honest truth.  In my head I’m already envisioning my life without this horrendous fat suit.

Now I know this sounds silly, but one thing I really miss is amusement parks.  When you can’t fit on most rides, it makes you miss them something awful!  I want to plan a time to take a trip to Disneyland.  But my goal each week is to lose 2-3 pounds, which I have exceeded thus far, but it is easier in the beginning.

If I kick ass, I could weigh 400 by the time I get pregnant for the new year, which is less than I was the first pregnancy so it is so ideal!  I will do it J

TONIGHT:

I really didn’t want to work out, but I made myself do it.  I did 25 minutes of a kickboxing video.  Feeling really happy!  I kick ass!