I want my life back - I'm one tough bitch!

So what’s the plan man?  What ya gonna do this time lol.  I firmly believe there is not actually some secret to getting healthy.  Eat healthy, act healthy, think healthy and then you WILL BE healthy.  That’s all there is to it.

I think its all about finding what works best for you.  So I’m going to get back on phentermine because I have found that works best for me.  The thing that sucks is I can’t get pregnant on that so 3 months we will stop trying for baby #2.  I’m going to track my food on my fitness pal.

It just has to be my total focus.  Like right now we are baking some chicken and veggies for tomorrow’s lunch.  Time to get down to business.

So below is a very non-flattering pic of me, but to me it speaks a thousand words.  Instead of ignoring mirrors, I need to face the music of where I’m at.  I forgive myself for it, I’m not going to cry about it.  I can’t change what it is done, but I sure as hell can change the future.  No more of this shit!  I want my life back!

Oh hell!  How that picture makes me cringe.  I seriously have the opposite of anorexia.  I don't think I'm as big as I am until I see a picture and then I just want to cry lol.  But wipe away those tears.  No more time for your drama mama.  I'm one tough bitch and I want my life back.  Put down the fork and get on the treadmill lol.