When will she
reach that age I am dreading? One day
her classmates will comment about me or others and poke fun and this saddens me. Kids can be so cruel to anyone who is
different. Also, I love her current
innocence where nothing physical (race, size etc) changes her judgment of
someone.
Honestly
Sammi will love me no matter
what, but I don’t want her to suffer because of me ever. I don’t want her to feel embarrassment about my size. I
also don’t want her to miss out on any opportunity because of my fitness
ability. This is why I push myself to
take her to the zoo, the aquarium, swimming etc.
Thank heavens
I have a couple of years until she goes to school and until she can go on rides
at amusement parks because I don’t want to watch from the sidelines. I want to JOIN her in life’s niceties.
And of course
I’m doing this for me, but I can’t separate my family from this equation for
they are my life! These two adorable creatures certainly
help me stay motivated!
TODAY’S PROGRESS:
B-protein
shake, 1 zucchini muffin
S-100 calorie
pack almonds, 1 cup green grapes
L-Chicken
breast, mixed veggies (cooked), baby carrots, cauliflower, broccoli, ranch cup
S-Fiber one
bar, cheese stick
D-Tacos (soft
on whole wheat with 90% lean ground beef)
S-Green
smoothie
Exercise- 20
minutes aerobics
Assessment:
Honestly I’m
really amazed at myself. Yes I complain
like a bitch, but I’m still doing it! It
isn’t easy, but the phentermine is helping with the cravings and I’m starting
to feel empowered and in control of my life.
I know I will make my dreams come true!
1 comments:
I have found the most amazing secret when it comes to what other freaking people say or how they treat or react to me. It is guaranteed to throw off 90% of people. I have tested this and done this myself so I KNOW it works and it is so simple!! All you have to do is smile at everyone--a genuine smile is all it takes. It is the most amazing thing ever to watch the affect. People don't know how to handle it, it unnerves them and they smile automatically back, they can't help it. It puzzles them and they can't make fun of you if you are nice. (That part is my theory anyway). I love it. It works especially on kids. If you treat them as nice, kind people they mostly are, and you talk to them like normal people, you will find that 90% of them won't make fun f you. Try it, it works.
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